insecurity

what is insecurity?...

when you really love a person, would you be insecure about a relationship?

I think I'm getting too possesive about him...

But, I wasn't even close to what Yushaa said possesiveness was about..

I don't talk to him every night

I don't demand to know where he is everytime

I don't meet him everyday


but somehow I feel so insecure...

I think I'm like strangling his freedom and I can't stop myself...


what if he leaves me now?

in the past, I would have brush it off and take it as just another unpleasent experience...

I... don't know if I can take it now...




I've seen too many relationships to know that love between two guys usually are short-lived..

but i'm serious this time...

i dont want this to end....